Like never before, the actor Kunno Becker spoke openly about his drug addiction and was surprised to reveal the difficulties he experienced due to a deep depression for which even he had suicidal thoughts.
It was during a live broadcast for his Twitch channel, where the film and television actor was honest with his followers, speaking for the first time about the depression he experienced six years ago that led him to try drugs.
“When I was 38 years old I got depressed. I was in a very destructive relationship where, well, a brutal depression detonated me until I committed the immense pen$%& of trying drugsAnd that was the cocaine.” she said she.
The protagonist of “Goal!” He was even more surprised when he confessed that, in addition to experiencing a strong addiction, he had suicidal thoughts.
“One day, about to make the biggest mistake of my life which was taking my own lifeI was really in an immense stress level and I saw my grandfather inside my mental stress, I’m not sure because I don’t believe in ghosts, but he told me: ‘Are you going or staying?’ I had a gun in my mouth and was about to take my own life.“, he recounted.
Beker, who is 44 years old today, revealed how his approach to said drug was as well as the way in which it helped him not to take his own life, although he makes it clear that this was not the best way out and ended up becoming one of the worst decisions he made. has taken.
“I had heard that cocaine made you feel much better, very good, and there was no way to feel depressed if you were high on cocaine. I committed that big pend3$&/, which I have to confess to you that, at that moment, and beware, do not misunderstand, at that moment cocaine saved my life, because I did not take my own life, encouraged me to keep going played my mind“, he added.
In the recording that was taken up by other social networks, he is also heard confessing that resorting to drugs made him make serious mistakes in his career, like the time he attended an interview in an inconvenient state, which ended very badly and he paid a very high price.
“That’s why they saw me in some interviews saying stupid things. There is an interview on Telemundo where I went to a television program drunk and drugged to promote something that went very wrong, trying to be funny, making a fool of myself that cost me a job and above all, confidence in myself, “he recalled.
After making a series of mistakes, he decided to face the root problem, so he resorted to therapy and other types of remedies, until he finally managed to get out.
“I made a letter with the names of the people I had somehow hurt professionally, especially personally, also emotionally with some nonsense I said, never physically, I never did anything serious I always hurt myself. I made a list and apologized to all those kinds of people. I called each one or saw her if I could, two people did not accept my apology and it hurt me, but you can only ask for an apology, that’s as far as you can go, ”said the .
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